Spiritual Letter 57 - Original Version                          About Spiritual Letter 57
Title: "Don't Forget Me, Don't Forget Me, Don"t Forget Me"
Date Written: April, 2004
Date Sent: Friday, April 16, 2004
Written by: Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Louie Beutler)
Written to: The Brothers & Sisters of the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship

Go To:  Introduction - to Spiritual Letter 57
Go To:  Letter To Mr. Paul Sturgis & Mr. Pierce Pelouze - for the 47.5 Class Reunion
                    for the Haddonfield Memorial High School Class of 1956

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1. Introduction - to Spiritual Letter 57

Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu.  May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon us all.  May God help us all.

My love you (anbu), my dearest loving brothers and sisters - Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Louie Beutler).

Here is a very beautiful letter that was written today to Mr. Paul Sturgis, and Mr. Pierce Pelouze, who are two very dear classmates of mine from High School, and the letter was written to them after being invited by them to attend the 47.5 Class Reunion for the Haddonfield Memorial High School Class of 1956, that is being help this week end in Cherry Hill, New Jersey, USA.

In my heart today in prayers Bawa told this child to share this letter to my two dear high school classmates, with each of my brothers and sisters at the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship, as the letter to them includes a very beautiful description of a certain level of clarity, about our current life in the world, that we all could benefit from reading.

A clarity about the original reason that we all came here, into this earth world in the first place, and our current way of living in the world, and the possible conflict between the two, between how we are currently living in the world and how we should be living in the world, to successfully complete our original reason for coming into the world, our original agreement with God, that brought us to this earth world.

A clarity that came into this child in yesterdays prayers, while searching for "God's Intention" for this child, for all of my classmates from High School, for all of my brothers and sisters at the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship, and for all of our brothers and sisters in the world.

Please forgive this child if there is anything in this letter that offends or upsets any of my dear brothers and sisters. That is certainly not the intention. This child is just a fool, trying to live his life at the feet of his Father, Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), nothing more.

And please remember what Bawa teaches us in the "Forward" to the beautiful book of wisdom, "The Pearl of Wisdom",

          "Forgive me the wrong, and accept the good. So I request."

My love you (anbu) - Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Louie Beutler).

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2.  Letter To Mr. Paul Sturgis & Mr. Pierce Pelouze - for the 47.5 Class Reunion for the Haddonfield Memorial High School Class of 1956

Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa-alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon us all. May God help us all.

Letter To Paul:

Thank you for your nice note to Louie, my dearest loving brother Paul, that was very thoughtful and sweet of you, and very much appreciated. It is very nice to know that we are both loved and wanted. Thanks again.

By now you know the way that Louie works, trying to live his life at the feet of God within him, handing everything that comes to Louie to God within him, waiting on His pleasure, not mine, looking for His intention within each thing, not mine.

So we have been handing this 47.5 Class Reunion of HMHS 1956, this gathering of the brothers and sisters of the Class of 56 this week end, to God within this child, handing it over and over again to God within me, in my prayers each day, and only today did a clear answer come, which we now humbly share with my good brothers Paul and Pierce, and with whomever they may think it is appropriate to also share it with, perhaps with everyone at the reunion, and perhaps with everyone in the Class of 56, perhaps with everyone.

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What Louie Received In His Prayers Today:

"Yes, you should go and be with your brothers and sisters. That would be good. This type of thing is very important to do in your life in the world. But that is not enough."

"Also make this class reunion truly a celebration of God within each of you, within each of your brothers and sisters, thanking God for having seen each of you through all of the obstacles and adversities that came into your life, that could have destroyed you, and prevented each of you from being alive at this time, without the presence of God in your life."

"Please try to always remember this truth of your life, that I am always there, within you, watching over you, protecting you, nourishing you, and trying to bring you closer and closer to Me, closer to My state within you, the state of "Oneness with" You rather than your current state within you, the state of "separation from" Me, closer to your true birthright, your true heritage, the destiny of your soul, which is Me, and what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you within you, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you, whether you know it or not, and even whether you like it or not, or want it or not."

"Because this is what I truly do within you, and this is what you truly should be doing within you, that is, "I reveal the true you within you, which is My understanding of Me within you, or True Man within you, and you give up your life of "separation from" Me within you, a life of darkness which you are currently seeing in your ignorance as existing "outside" of you."

"In this way, you give up your current life of "separation from" Me, of "separation from" your brother and sisters, and of "separation from" My Creation within you, which I have patiently and ever so lovingly placed within you, and instead you join with Me in what I am doing within you."

"In this way, you join with me, as I have already joined with you, to reveal the true reality of both of Us, of you and Me, of the "Oneness" of Us, the true reality of Us, which is that "I am within you, and you are within Me".

"And in this way we are One, one within the other as One, one revealing the other within it, one hiding itself within the other as the other is revealed within it, which is like the true relationship between an apple, an apple seed, and an apple tree, that you don't see through your science, the truth that they are both aware and one, one within the other as one, one always revealing the other within it, one hiding itself within the other, within the one being revealed, only to be revealed again, to be revealed again in the next cycle of the apple and the apple tree, the cycle of Apple-AppleSeed-AppleTree-Apple."

"Such is the true Cycle also of God and Man within you, which is really who We are, who God and True Man are within you, which is always going on within each of you, the cycle of God-Man-TrueMan-God, with God revealing True Man within man, when man willingly, and happily, gives up his life of "separation from" God within him, that he is currently seeing in his ignorance as existing "outside" of him."

"With man being the "seed of True Man", which is what has been hidden by God within man, within the Creation of God within man, and God being what can reveal True Man within man, can reveal the understanding of God to God within man, when man joins God in this glorious endeavor within man."

"And with man also being what is initially "separated from" God within him, living in his ignorance a life "outside" of himself, living a life of "separation and differences" with his brothers and sisters in the world that he sees in his ignorance as existing "outside" of him, not seeing in his ignorance that what he is seeing "outside" of him really exists within him, which is really the case, not seeing in his ignorance that what is within him, that he sees as "outside" of him, is much larger and much deadlier than anything that he sees as existing "outside" of him, not seeing in his ignorance that what is within him is literally destroying him, feeding off of him, of what he does "outside" of him, as million of lives of darkness, and quickly leading him to the Angel of Death (may God be pleased with Him)."

"But when man becomes "One with" God within himself, when he awakens to his own reality, and sees the error of his current ways, the error of living only on the "outside" of himself as "separate from" God, as "separate from" everyone and everything, then he stops living only "outside" of himself and starts to study in My "School of Contrasts" within him, rather than trying to turn My "School of Contrasts" within him into a life of "selfishness" on the "outside" of him, for his own purpose and pleasures, into a life of "separation and differences" on the "outside" of himself, a life that will only lead him to the Angel of Death (peace be upon Him), to the suffering of the grave, to the Standing Forth, the Day of Judgment, and to an eternal life of "separation from" God."

"My dearest loving brother and sisters, in this way, having realize, understood, accepted, and joined as "One with" the truth of your own life, that naturally emerges from within you, when you accept and turn to Me within you, and to all of "My Stuff " within you, which can move you life forward, in accordance with the reason you originally came here, which was to join with Me to reveal Me to you, so you could understand who you are, which is the "Oneness of Me and You", and having understood return to Me to share this understanding with Me, with "My Stuff" within you including My grace, My wisdom, and My divine knowledge."

"And to do this work, this true "Heart's Work" within you, this work that reveals "you" as "One with" Me within you, that reveal "you" as True Man within My Creation within you, that reveal you as the "Oneness of Me and My Creation" within you, that reveal you as My Understanding of Me within you, all of which is what We agreed long ago that you would come here to do."

And rather then trying to do that, which is our agreement, you are currently doing something else, something entirely different than we agreed, which is to live "outside" of you saying that "I don't exist", or to live "outside" of you saying that "I do exist" but that I am "separate from" you, and then saying that you are trying to find Me, and then setting out to find Me as "separate from" you, and you as "separate from" Me, and to do this "silly mind" work, by "working for wages to get into heaven", and by trying to get to Me, return to Me, using all of the things that I have discarded, that I have discarded in order to become Me, to become God, like using yourself as "separate from" Me to find Me, and using everything that you see as existing "outside" of you, to find Me, which is what I have discard in the last cycle of True Man and God that brought Me into existence as God. Which is not very smart!

"Instead of this, instead of doing all of this, this "crazy mind work", it is so simple to reach Me within you, and please know with certitude that each of you have everything you need to accomplish what you came here to do. You do not need anything other than what I have already given you, what I have personally and ever so lovingly placed within you. You got it all."

"You all have everything you need, already within you, to get to God, to reach God within you. Because I put it there. Ok. That is Rule 1. And to get to God you must use God, not what God has discarded. Ok. That is Rule 2. And you have God already within you. Ok. That is Rule 3, and that is the last rule. That's it.

"And you most certainly have God, you most certainly have Me. I am within you, and you are within Me. That is the given of your life, that is the agreement, that is your birthright, you heritage, the destiny of your soul. You do not have to become worthy of Me. You are My Child, and you have come here from Me, to accomplish what We have started. And now that We are here, you must come to understand who you "already are", and having understood this, return to Me, and then share with Me what you have learned about Me, as "One with" Me, for eternity. That's it."

"And I have built a beautiful "School of Contrasts" for you, in order for you to do this, in order for you to come to an understanding of Me, and I built it for you even before you came here, and all you now have to do is stop trying to live only "outside" of you, as "separate from" Me, as "separate from" your brother and sisters, and as "separate from" the My Creation, that I have patiently and lovingly placed within you, even before you were born, even before you came here.

"And having turned away from your "outside", as "who you are", as "where you are", as "what is happening" in your life, all you have to do is to start to study in this "School of Contrasts" within you, and correctly answer these three questions again, but this time from within you, from within My "School of Contrasts", which is always open for study, and having realized how great a school this is within you, then invite "My Things" to come and also study in the same school within you, which include all of My 124,000 Prophets, all of My heavenly beings and lights of God, as well as the Ones who Explain, who are my Qutbs, my beings of grace.

And finally, invite True Man within you to come and study within you, within My "School of Contrasts" within you, invite True man to study, who is My balance, as the apple tree is the balance of the apple, and then you become a witness, you become My Witness, of their amazing progress within you, quickly becoming My Understanding of Me within you, and you will be within them, as One with Them, you will be within Them, as They are within Me."

"This is true success in your life, in the life within your life, my dearest loving Children, not what you are currently doing "outside" of you. That is your hell. Please know this now, and start to act accordingly. Amen.

In this way, you must use Me and only Me within you, to find and become One with Me within you, which includes becoming One with all that I am One with within you, which includes all of "My Stuff " within you."

In this way, to get to Me within you, to get to be "One with" Me within you, use Me, realizing that you are in truth what is within Me within you, and I am in truth what is within you, and in this way we are One, and realize, once and for all, that you are not what you are currently seeing in our ignorance as existing "outside" of you. That is your hell, that is the "contrast", the opposite to "who you are", that is what now has to be discarded from you, as "who you are", as it was discarded from Me, as "who I am", in order for you to become "One with" Me within you, and I will do that work of discarding it again, if you but correctly ask Me, but this time I will do it within you, transforming you into Me, into My state. Ok?"

So what is within you is Me, and "My Stuff", which is what I use if you correctly ask Me, to discard from you what was discarded from Me, what was discarded from Me for Me to become Me, for Me to become God, and what else is within you is "you" as "separate from" Me, which is really not "outside" of you, but is within you, but which you see "outside" of you, as a mere reflection of it, of its darkness, because seeing it directly, seeing it as it really is, would make you crazy. So we only allow you to see a tiny part of it, a small reflection of it, keeping you in this way far away from it, showing this small reflection of My Creation to you, as scenes on the "outside" of you, so you can use them as the "Contrast", the opposite, of "who you are", and in this way move you forward in your understanding of Me. For understanding only occurs through contrast."

"This is My Creation, My earth, and hidden within My earth is My Seed, first the Seed of True Man, which is My Tree, and then within My Tree, the Seed of Me, which is My Fruit, and the sweet taste within My Fruit, which is Me."

So here is the deal, that we agreed to long ago, but which you have forgotten.
You stop believing in what you see in your ignorance as existing "outside" of you, and instead hand all of it to Me, each time you see it, and you start believing in Me within you, and trusting in Me within you."

"And believing and trusting in this letter as coming from Me to you from within you, not from this brother who you see as living "outside" of you, a brother who we love very much, as well as, believing and trusting in the life and teaching of My Servant, of My Messenger for this age, of His Holiness, Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), which is My life and teaching for your age. And to the degree that you do this, you will be successful in your life. This is My Guarantee."

"And do this even though you cannot yet see Me within you, and I will do everything else, I will reveal True Man within you as My Tree within you, that will bear My fruit within you, which you must then taste and share with everyone else, and then True Man within you, will reveal Me within you, as the "Oneness of True Man and His Creation", which is the next world within you, and the light within it. And in the end you will disappear back into Me from which you have come, like the rain water, having come from the ocean, when its work is done, falls back into the ocean, again becoming the ocean, no longer existing as the rain separate from the ocean. OK?"

"If you will do this, my dearest loving Children, then I will have everything that I need to finish what I have already started within each of you, before you were born, before you even came to this earth world as a ray of Me, then I will have what is now needed for Me to do this divine work within you, and you will be My witness of it all."

"And for Me to do this "Heart's Work" within you, you must continually strengthen you faith and trust in Me within you, and in "My Stuff" within you, and set your resolve to "stay the course", to "endure the cure", because as soon we start down this path within you, as soon as we turn this ship of your life around, and start to move it in this new direction, toward Me within you, and away from you "outside" of you, as soon as we begin to do this, begin to swim up stream, against the current, then everything within you that is now quite happy with the "status quo", that wants to keep things as they are, will all rise up "to kill you". This is certain. This is the truth. I say this with determination. Know this now, and prepare yourself accordingly."

"This is true because the way you are currently living, exclusively on the "outside" of you, was established within you a very, very long time, since you were about 2 years old, when this living only "outside" of you, and forgetting the "inside" of you, forgetting Me within you, first began."

"In this way, you must strengthen your resolve to rally around the truth of your own life, and around those who have realized, understood, accepted, and joined with the same truth within themselves, the truth that what is within you is God and True Man, is the "Oneness of God and True Man", and this truth is naturally revealed within you, when you join with God and True Man within you, to reveal Them within you, because that is what They do, as it is the nature of the apple seed to reveal the apple tree, and of the apple tree to reveal the apple, which again reveals the apple seed."

"And once you join with Me in this grand endeavor, this will all occur in its natural progression within you, first revealing you as My Creation, as My earth, which has hidden within it My First Seed, which is the "seed of True Man" within you, which is my seed of Iman, or absolute faith, certitude, and determination that "God alone exists", which then comes to maturity revealing you as My Tree, a Tree which then contains My Second Seed, which is the "seed of God" within you, which is my seed of Islam, or of purity within you."

"In this way, the path to God is gradually realizing, understanding, accepting, joining with, and then personally experiencing "who you are", as what is happening within you, not as what you see as existing "outside" of you, which is the contrast, the opposite of what you are experiencing within you, in this way, through contrast allowing understanding to occur within you."

"In this way, gradually realizing that you in truth are My Creation within you, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means, then you are My First Seed within you, you are the "Seed of True Man" within you, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means, and then you are True Man within you, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means, and you are the "Seed of God" within you, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means, and then you are the "Fruit of God" within you, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means, and finally that you are the sweet taste of that mature fruit, and through the contrast with your "outside" understanding what that means. Such is the path to God, which in truth is the path of God, because it is God who walks it, gradually coming to an understanding of Himself, until "Only He is There", and we are within Him, a His witness.

"In this way, having accepted the truth of your life, that I am within you, and you are within Me, that I am revealing You, as True Man, so You can reveal Me as God, in this way revealing the "Oneness of Us", the "Oneness of God and True Man" within you, which in truth is God and True Man within you."

"In this way, with you having accepted this big picture of Us, as Me within you, and you within Me, with Me revealing You, as True Man, and You revealing Me as God within True man, with you accepting this truth of your life, then it is easy for you to accept and experience each stage of this big picture as it happens in our life, and then understanding it as it happens."

"For example, then it is not hard for you to accept the current stage of your life within you, and understand it, to accept that you are My Creation hidden within you, but that you are currently experiencing it in your ignorance as "you" existing "outside" of you, as a life of "separation and differences" that is "outside" of you, and through the contrast of these two come to understand this truth within you."

"For example, that hidden within My Creation within you is the "Seed of True Man" within you, just waiting to germinate, when you truly realize, understand, accept, and join with this truth of your life, when you join as One with the "Seed of True Man" that is buried within My Creation within you, and we can begin to do this, by using the analogy of the apple seed that We have shared earlier with you, an analogy that you can literally see "outside" of you, that the apple seed germinates through awareness of itself, not through the influence of the 5 elements, of earth, fire, water, air, and ether or sky, and through this awareness joins in partnership with the earth that contains it, in order to germinate, in order to destroy itself, the apple seed and reveal the apple tree, reveal what it next becomes One with."

"And in this way, through this process of accepting what We tell you from within you, that comes from your strengthening relationship with Us within you, about the truth of you both within and "outside" of you, and with you gradually accepting this, more and more, as you learn about it, and truly accepting it as being the truth of you, and not just relying on what you see "outside" of you as defining the truth of you, which has been and currently is your main way of reaching the truth of you, but by this letter to you, from us within you, and through the life and teaching of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), that we are pointing you to (see www.bmf.org, and www.Bawa.homestead.com), We are trying to weaken its hold on you, if you will let us."

"So now, through our direct communication with you, from within you, We are trying to break this hold that the "outside" of you has had and continues to have on you, allowing you to instead use the "outside" of you as a contrast to the truth of you within you, and as a source of analogies that you are familiar with, like the apple tree, that will also allow you, encourage you, to put down your "separation and differences", which is the main theme or mantra of your "outside" life."

"And in this way, begin to supplement it, this "outside" of you, with the inside of you, begin to soften it with, the truth of Oneness within you, that this is the true mantra of your life, that "I am not, you are", the truth of our life that I am telling you about through this letter directly to you from within you, about the truth of our life which is your real truth, rather than just what you see and experience on the "outside" of you."

"And in this process, through this process of balancing your inside and "outside", you inside, which is "Oneness and Unity, which is Justice and Truth, which is Compassion and Unity, that you hear about directly from Me within you, and your "outside" of "separation and differences" which you see in your current state directly as existing "outside" of you, and through this balancing act, start to move you to viewing all lives as you own, and treat all lives as your own life, because in truth they are".

"And in this way, allowing, encouraging, helping the "Seed of True Man" within My Creation within you to germinate, revealing True Man within you, within My Creation within you, as the Oneness of Me and My Creation. Such is the goal, the purpose of this letter to you.

"Each of you, each of My Children must do this, must make this transformation in your life time, before you die, like a earthly caterpillar becoming a beautiful butterfly before it dies, each of you must realize, understand, accept, and join with this truth of yourselves, before you die, revealing in this way My True Man within you, which is "My Tree" within you, which will then bear the fruits of God's grace, wisdom, and divine knowledge for this age, for the benefit of everyone and everything living in this age. Each of you, as My Children for this age, must think about this a little. It is very, very important."

"And this true journey of each of you within you is like the journey of My apple seeds within the earth, which I have shown to you as an example of how you must conduct your own life, before you die, if you are to be truly successful in your life, the journey of the tiny apple seed buried in the earth, which having realized, understood, accepted, and joined with its truth, with the truth that naturally emerges from within it, when it is ready to hear that truth, the truth that it is an apple seed buried within the earth, and that the earth contains everything necessary for the apple tree hidden within it to grow, and having realized and understood all of this, and having accepted and joined with it, the apple seed surrenders to the earth, and the earth surrenders to the apple seed, and the apple seed germinates, revealing the apple tree hidden within it."

"In this way, the apple seed, having realized, understood, accepted, and joined with the truth of itself, surrenders to the earth, allowing the earth to surrendering to the apple seed, and through this mutual awareness and surrendering germinates, and reveals the apple tree hidden within it In this way, destroying itself, ending itself, destroying the apple seed and revealing the apple tree."

"And in this way, in a similar way, each of you, having accepted the truth of your life, that naturally emerges from within you, when you are ready to hear it, which is now, must start to have faith and trust in Me within you, and you must start to no longer just have faith and trust in what is "outside: of you, and when you do this, when you start to turn to Me within you, for everything that you need, which in truth is Me speaking to you from within you, which is you joining with Me within you, in order for you to germinate within you, in order for you to end your life "outside" of yourself, and reveal My life to you within you, to reveal My Tree, as True Man, to you within you, as My witness, then, and only then will your life start to move forward successfully, as we have agreed long ago it should."

"In this way, you must join with Me within you to reveal "you" within you, to reveal the true "you" within you, the "you" that is "One with" Me within you, no longer revealing you as "outside" of you, as "separate from" Me within you, but rather revealing you as True Man within you, as the understanding of Me within you, as True Man within you, as the "Tree of God" within you, and hidden by Me within that, within that "Tree of God" within you, is the "seed of God" within you, hidden by Me within the "Tree of God" within you, which is the seed of the "Fruit of God" within True Man within you, with Me becoming the sweet taste within the "Fruit of God" on the "Tree of God" within My Creation within you. Amen."

"My dearest loving Children, please realize that this is always true, about the two of us, about both of us, about you and God within you, this is always true, that I am within you, and you are within Me, and I am always within everything that you are doing, both "outside" of you, and within Me, and you are always within everything that I am doing within you. And this is the way We truly are, until you die, until your choice has been made, until you choose either Me or what I have discarded, until you choose either "Oneness with" Me, and "Oneness with" what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you within you, or you choose "you" as "separate from" Me, you choose "you" as you currently see "you" on the "outside" of you."

"And if you choose "you" as what you now currently see as "you" on the "outside" of you, which is "you" as a life of selfishness, as the lives of darkness hidden within you, as the life that is currently being lived by you with your brothers and sisters on the "outside" of you, which is "you" as a life of "separation and differences" in the world that you see in your ignorance as existing on the "outside" of you, then you fail in your life."

"For when you die in this state, when our agreement is over, then this is what you get for eternity, this is your judgment, because this is what you have chosen, you have chosen "you" as "separate from" Me, you have chosen what you are now experiencing as "you" on the "outside" of you, you have not chosen "you" as "One with" Me within you, you have not chosen "you" as I would like to see you, as both Me and you, if you only knew the truth of it, would like to see you, as "One with" Me, as True Man, as My Understanding of Me within you, a "you" that you can only experience within you, not "outside" of you, a "you" that you can only experience after you have realized, understood, accepted, and joined with the truth of you, that I have sent to you for this age.

Which for this age is the life and teaching of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), which I have placed both "outside" and within each of you, and which is what this letter to you is now pointing you to, if you like, if you have the clarity to see and follow My Signpost, pointing to something for you to investigate a little further (for example, see www.bmf.org, and www.Bawa.homestead.com)."

"And remember, you are the one who makes this choice, not Me, and you make this choice not by your words but rather by your actions, by the way you live your life while you are alive in the world, by the way you treat your brothers and sisters. So it is you who decide your next life, your life for eternity in the hereafter, not Me. Please always keep this in mind, when deciding what to do with your life, because your life is truly in your hands, not mine. It is your choice, not mine."

"And only then, when you die in your current state of "separation and differences", is judgment passed upon you, only then do you clearly see what mistakes you have made, in trusting what you see "outside" of you as your reality. And if you stay in our current state of living "separate from" Me, and "separate from" your brother and sisters, and "separate from" the Creation of God that I loving and patiently placed within you, if you continue to live only on the "outside" of you, only then, after you die in this state, are you then "separated from" Me for eternity."

"Because this is the agreement that brought Us here in the first place, the agreement between the two of Us, that we agreed to a long time ago, the agreement that brought both you and Me here, to this earth world, this is the agreement that we both made long ago. This is, the agreement that we both made long ago, that we must both stick to, the agreement that you would come here to this temporary earth world, to My "School of Contrasts", which I would prepare for you, as my Child, to learn about who "you already are", and that I would protect and nourish you while you studied here, and while you got ready for your examination. And I have lived up to My part of the agreement. And now must you, my dearest loving Children. Please know this and stick to your agreement with Me."

"And if you study hard and learn what you have come here to learn, if you realize, understand, accept, and join with the truth of your life, that in truth we are One, that I am within you, and you are within Me, with you living "separate from" Me only long enough to create this "School of Contrasts" within you, so that you could then study in this "School of Contrasts" within you, and acquire the understanding that you came here to learn, so that you could then pass your examination, so you could then be successful in your life, so you could then return to Me for eternity, to live as "One with" Me for eternity, with both of us sharing in the joy of what you have learned about Me by coming to the earth world, to this "School of Contrasts".

"This is the agreement that We made a very long time ago, and We have kept our part of the deal, and now you must keep your part of the agreement, and stop living only "outside" of you, and start studying "inside" of you, and pass your examination, and leave here before you die. Please do this, my dearest Children, or you life will be a failure."

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