Spiritual Letter 57 - Original Version About Spiritual Letter 57 Title: "Don't Forget Me, Don't Forget Me, Don"t Forget Me" Date Written: April, 2004 Date Sent: Friday, April 16, 2004 Written by: Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Louie Beutler) Written to: The Brothers & Sisters of the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship Go To: What Louie Received In His Prayers Today - continued from Page 1 Go To: Letter To Pierce Pelouze Library Home Page Spiritual Letter 56 Letter 57: Related Material Page 2 of 2 Go To Table of Contents - Spiritual Letter 57 Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa-alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon us all. May God help us all. What Louie Received In His Prayers Today: - continued from Page 1 "But if you fail to use your time here wisely, this time in My "School of Contrasts", spending your time here learning what you came here to learn, studying diligently for and passing your examination before you die, before it is to late, but instead try to turn this "School of Contrasts" into something else, into a life of "selfishness" that is lived "outside" of us, then you will have to suffer the consequences of that decision, and this is not My fault, it is your fault, it is your choice." "And I have done everything that I could do to stop you from going in that direction with your life, of using My "School of Contrasts" to only live a life of selfishness on the "outside" of you. I have tried to stop you, over and over again, from making this wrong and very disastrous decision about your life, about "who you truly are", which is "Of Me", you are of Me, not of what you see in the world 'outside" of you, and about "where you truly are", which is within Me, not within the illusory world of darkness that you see as light "outside" of you, and about "what is truly happening" in your life, which is Me, I am happening within you, as the understanding of Me within you, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you, that is what is really happening within you, not the endless drama that you see playing out, over and over again, on the "outside" of you. Please know this truth of you now, and accept it, and join with it now. Join with Me now. Please do this, my dearest loving Children, before it is to late." "And I will continue to do everything that I can do, to change your mind, to get you to remember your original agreement with Me, the true reason for your being here, the true reason for why you came here, and to get you to honor that original agreement, and having learned your lessons, having passed your examination, to willingly let your life here end, before you die, to literally die before death, to peacefully die to your temporary life here, in this "School of Contrast", and to let Me gradually bring you home to Me, without any pain or suffering, taking your current life away from you literally as a baby suckles milk, before you die, before you are literally "yanked" out of here kicking and screaming." "Before you are "yanked" out of here and then see for the first time, when it is to late to do anything about it, while laying in your grave, what you have done to yourself, "separating yourself from God", literally "separating yourself from yourself, from your true self", being now forced to see and experience what you have done with what God has lovingly given you, but that you ignored for some "temporary" pleasures or comfort, with all of this final clarity about "what you have done" being first experiences as the "suffering of the grave", then with you being forced to attend "The Standing Forth; the Day of Judgment", where ever part of your body will testify against you, telling Me what you made it do, or how you used it for your pleasure, or satisfaction, with you not being permitted to speak, and finally, then experiencing an eternal life as "separate from" Me. What to do?" "Please, please, please think about this a little, my dearest loving Children, before it is to late, because you don't want to go there, you don't want to experience that suffering in the grave, or the "Standing Forth", or "Judgment Day", or an eternal life of "separation from" God". You don't want that. You most certainly do not what that. Do you?" "But that will most certainly be your fate, My dearest loving Children, something that even I cannot stop for you, a suffering, a loneliness, a sense of failure, of disappointment, which will must certainly be your fate, if instead of keeping our agreement with Me, you break your agreement with Me, you continue to break it as you have already broken it, for a temporary life of selfishness here on this earth world, for a very short life of "selfishness" on the "outside" of you. This will most certainly be your next experience, a journey to hell, if you decide not to "learn and then leave" here, as We agreed you would do, as was earlier agreed upon by Us, but rather your deciding to just live here as long as you can, enjoying yourself as much as you can, protecting yourself as much as you can, from leaving here, protecting yourself from hunger, illness, old age, and death, through your own efforts, not Mine, which will eventually catch up with you." "With you all the time acting as if this short stay here had some great importance other than what God designed it to be, which is a school of learning, where you study and leave, after passing your exam, but rather than this, in your ignorance you try and build a life here, you try to make this temporary earth world into your permanent world, you try to make this temporary life of "separation and differences" that you see in your ignorance as existing "outside" of you into your permanent life, you try and make this temporary life of "mine" and "yours", into the real life of my life." "You try to make it into my real family, my real friends, my real wife, my real children, my real property, my real understanding, my real classmates, my real religion, my real race, my real country, you try to make this illusory and temporary life experience in My "School of Contrasts", into your real and permanent life for eternity, and in the end you will, but to do it you have paid a very high prices, which is Me, which is Oneness with Me, which is the peace and tranquilly of an eternal life of Oneness with me, Your Creator, Your Nourisher, and Your Redeemer, sharing together for eternity what you have learned about Me." "And then, when you die, when the agreement is over, when your allotment, your agreed upon amount of food and water and nourishment has run out, and you die, then that is what you will get for eternity, a life of "separation from" Me, and of "separation from" the reality of you and Me, which is your "Oneness" with Me, and My "Oneness" with you, and your "Oneness" with what I have started within you, which is to reveal Me to you within you, as My understanding of Me, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you. And this choice is yours, not Mine. "And then, after the agreement is over, after your food and water runs out, when you die, and the Angel of Death (peace be upon Him) finally catches you, you get what you truly want, which your own life has decided, by the way you lived and died, not by what you may have said or declared while you were living, you get an eternal life as either "Oneness with" or as "separate from" Me, then you get for eternity either a life of "Oneness with" Me, or a life of "separation from" Me, for eternity, a choice which you came here to make, a choice that you came to this temporary life on this earth world to make, because you wanted to come." "Because you asked Me to allow you to come here and learn these lessons, and pass this test, and make this choice, and then leave, because that is what you wanted from Me, which is what you got from Me, what you got Me to agree to, the agreement we reached, before you came here. Please know this now, and start to act accordingly, my dearest loving Children." "So the choice is truly yours, not Mine, because I have already made My choice, and a long time ago I choose "Oneness with" you, and that is why you are alive, and why you came here, to now make up your mind, to now decide what you truly want for eternity, either Me, which can only be had as "One with" Me, not as "separate from" Me, or a life of "separation from" Me. You can't have both, either "Oneness with" Me, or "separation from" Me. Now is the time for your answer, now is the time for you to decide, to make your choice, before you die. Please make the right choice, my dearest loving Children, as the consequences of the wrong choice are truly horrible, and not only horrible, but horrible forever, horrible for eternity." "Such is the true purpose of your life, my dearest loving Children, the only true reason you are alive, the only reason that you are living here, to make this choice. Everything else is but the stage of drama upon which you make this choice, a drama which I am conducting for you, not you. So now you must choose, either "Oneness with", or "separation from" Me for eternity, and a "no choice" is a choice, a choice to stay in your current state, to die in that state, in the state of "separation from" Me, and then to live in that state, the state of "separate from" Me, of "separation from" each other, and of "separation from" My Creation, which I have patiently and lovingly placed within you, for eternity." "That's it, my dearest loving Children, that's it. Now you have it. Once and for all you now know. It is truly this simple. It is truly in each of your hands, not Mine, because We came together a very long time ago to put in into your hands, and then you came here, as agreed, a very long time ago, and became "separate from" Me, in order to create My "School of Contrast", which is where you are now living within you, not really "outside" of you, as you think." "And I have been gradually bringing you along, each one of you, teaching you the lessons that you could learn, to turn away from your "separation from" Me, from your life of selfishness "outside" of you, by gradually understanding Me, by gradually becoming One with My understanding of Me, which is growing within you, whenever you turn toward Me, and away from "you" as "separate from" Me." "In this way, first turning away from your "separation from" each other, and then your "separation from" My Creation that is in truth within you, that I have lovingly placed within you, and finally turning away from your "separation from" Me, and I have been doing this for over 200 million years, step by step, through each of My 8 main Prophets, coming over and over again, to awaken you to the truth that lies hidden within you, which is Me, which is the "Oneness" of you and Me, and of what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you, for the benefit of all of My Creation, the truth that was brought to you gradually, over and over again, by each of My Prophets, who all basically said the same thing." "The teaching for the Children of God in each age, that I gave to each of My Prophets for each age, coming to all of the people and races and languages of man for each age, so you could gradually come to understand, and put down you life as "separate from" me, your life "outside" of you, like a baby suckles milk, the message of God, My message that was brought to man by My 124,000 Prophets, and by My 8 main Prophets, by Adam, by Noah, by Abraham, by Ishmael, by Moses, by David, by Jesus, and by Muhammad (may God be pleased with each of His Prophets)." "And now finally by this child, through this letter, by this child of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), the child and devoted disciple of His Holiness, Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), of His Holiness, who I sent into the world in your age, for 100 years, from 1886 until 1986, to give this final message to you, to say again everything that has been said before but this time with no veils." "And all of you will hear it this message, and all of you will understand it, and the only thing left is do you want it, do you want an eternal life of "Oneness with" God, or an eternal life of "separation from" God. There is no other choice. And the choice is yours." "My dearest loving brothers and sisters, this is the truth of your life, of all life, which is the "Oneness" of you and Me, this is the point within the point of your life, which is Me within you, and you within Me. In this way, please try to grow closer and closer to Me within you, and try to bring Me into you, in everything that you do, including this weekend, allowing Me to bring you closer to Me, to my wisdom, to my clarity, and to my love for you, and to your love for Me, and closer to my truth, to the true purpose of your life in this world, which is Me and what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you." The true purpose of My life within you, is you, is you having came to an understanding of "who I am", by first having understood "who you are", which is the understanding of Me, and having understood this, chosen Me over you, over "you" as "separate from" Me, having chosen "you" as "One with" Me, which is Me awaking to an understanding of Myself, having truly become My Child, made in My Image, before the agreement that We made is over, peacefully living in this world, sharing what we have learned with all of our brother and sisters, if they like." "Until the Angel of Death (peace be upon Him) comes for you, greeting you with His face of light, since you have become light, since He finds you living as "One with" Me, greeting you with a face of light, rather than a face of darkness, which is how He greets you when He finds you in the state of darkness, when He finds you living as "separate from" Me, in this way, with your face of light greeting His face of light, He escorts you, as "One with" Him and with Me immediately back to Me, returning you to Me as My understanding of Me, returning to Me." "Allowing us to live as One for eternity, enjoying for eternity what you have come home with, which is Me, which is My Understanding of Me, living for eternity without any suffering of the grave, without any "Standing Forth or Day of Judgment", without any separation from Me for eternity, but instead living a life of "Oneness with" Me for eternity." "My dear Children, please try to do this, please try to live this way, in the years remaining, please try to grow a little closer to Me each day, learning more and more about Me, about Me within you, and about you within Me, and about how to join with Me in everything that you "say and do", how to do this joining together as One before you "say or do" anything, in this way establishing "My Presence" within you before anything is "said or done", so all "doing and saying" is Mine, is ours as One together, and never yours as "separate from" Me.. That would be very good. Please try to do this both in the happy activities of this weekend, and in the remaining years of your life, until your death, which only I joined as "One with" you, and you joined as "One with" Me, can successfully navigate you through, bringing you over to My side, rather than forcing you to live for eternity on the other side, that side that is "separate from" Me." "In this way, allowing you to end as "One with" Me for eternity, which is something you cannot accomplish on your own, without Me, without joining in partnership with Me to accomplish while you are sill living in this earth world, in My "School of Contrasts", and doing all of this before you die, because after you die nothing more can be accomplished, because after you die, you just get what you have accomplished, opened within you, and decided upon before you died, seeing after you die only what you have already seen before you died." "In this way, please stop working for wages to get into heaven, you will be very disappointed. Instead, join in partnership with Me, join with Me to reveal Me to you within you, join with Me to pass your examination and to come back to Me as My Understanding of Me, which we can then enjoy together as One for eternity, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you. Please try to do this. Amen." "And please try to do this by building and strengthening your direct relationship with Me in your very own heart, before you die. That too would be very good. Please try to do this "Heart's Work", before it is too late to do this kind of work in your life, a work which can only be done while you are living in this world, with Me hidden within you, and with you hidden within Me, and with the two of us joined as "One", because once your life has ended, and you are lying in your grave, your work is done, and then all that is left is harvesting the crop that you have grown while living here, all that is left is to move into the house that you have built within you while living here." "Please realize and remember this truth of your life, both now, and for the rest of your life, remember it in all that you say and do, realizing that My Justice dictates that whatever you intend is what you will receive. This and only this decides where and how you will spend eternity, either as "One with" or as "separate from" Me. There is no other place or way of being in the hereafter. So intend the "Oneness" of Me and you, and of you and Me, in everything that you say and do, and then that is what you will get for eternity. If not, the default is what you will get when you die, which is a life of "separation from" Me, which is how you are all currently living, which is the house of hell which all of you have built so far on the "outside" of you, the house of hell, of "separation and differences" that you have built with all of your brothers and sisters, living together in your ignorance on the "outside" of you, which is only a temporary life, until you die, but after you die will become an eternal life of "separation from" Me. Remember, the choice is yours, not mine, so please make the right choice, and please make it now, because your don't know it your have a tomorrow." "My dearest loving Children, please keep this truth about Me and you, about our true relationship, which is a relationship of "Oneness with", in mind for this weekend, if you can, and please share this message with all of your brother and sisters at the reunion, if you can, and with the entire class of 56, if you can, and with everyone else, if you can. That also would be very, very good, both for you and for them. You all need to be reminded of this truth of your life, this truth about you and Me, in each age, this truth of Me within your life, and of you within My life, every now and then, as you tend to forget Me, forget about Me within you, and about what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you within you, you tend to forget this as you become involved in your life of "separation and differences" on the "outside" of you, a life of darkness which in truth is also hidden within you." "My dearest loving children, I am and will always continue to be the true source of your strength, of your clarity, of your peace and tranquillity, and of your love for each other, not you. So make this week end, this class reunion, not just a celebration of your relationship with your brothers and sisters, from 1952 to 1956, and after, a relationship that can be very dangerous to our soul, and to your spiritual life, if you not careful, since it is a relationship that is short, is temporary, is "outside" of you, and is based on your "separation and differences", and cannot transcend death." "Which is Ok, as long as you see it for what it is, as long as you don't become overly attached to it, and don't place your faith and trust in it, and from another perspective, as seen by My wisdom, your current "outside" is a wonderful contrast to help you learn and understand your true inside, to learn your true relationship with Me, which is why you came here, a true relationship with your Creator, your Nourisher, and your Redeemer, a true relationship which is permanent, even eternal, which is within you, and not subject to the ups and downs of the world "outside" of us, and can even transcend death, and is based on the "Oneness" of Me and you, and the bliss and joy of sharing the understanding of Me with you, with your true brothers and sisters in the hereafter, and with Me, for eternity. Amen." "In this way, let this weekend also be a celebration of your relationship with Me, a relationship of the "Oneness" of Me and you, of Me within you, and of you within Me, a relationship that we have been having here, on this earth world, for over 200 million years, as your Creator, your Nourisher, and your Sustainer." "For in truth each of you is all life, and all life is within each of you, for in truth there is really only one of you, one of Us, as there is only One of Me, with each of you being but a reflection of the one true life within each of you, within all of you, which is True Man, and that one true life within each of you is in truth but a reflection of Me, which is God, which is but a reflection of the "Oneness of God and True Man" within us all, which in truth is who God and True Man are within all of Us. And as such we are all One. Please know this now, and start to act accordingly. Please start to act as One, One with Me, One with each other, and One with all lives. Please do this before it is too late," "And please look for Me this week end, look for Me as what is hidden within each of your brothers and sisters, by Me, as their true life, the One True Life within each of you, the life within their life, and as what is hidden within each of the things that you will be doing this weekend, as the one true doing, as the doing within the doing, which is what I am doing within each of you, which is revealing Me to you within each of you, for the benefit of all of My Creation within each of you, remembering at all times not to forget Me, not to forget Me, not to forget Me". "Remembering not to forget the God who Created you, the God within you who has brought you forward to this point in your life, and the God within you who very much wants to take you even further, bringing you closer to Him, and closer to what He is doing in your life, which is revealing Himself to you within you, as His understanding of Himself within you, if you will only let Him, if you will only join Him in what He has already started, and is already doing within each of you." "In this way, please try not to forget Me this weekend, in whatever you are doing, please try not to make what you are doing this week end be just on the "outside" of you, not your only focus, but try to expand your focus this weekend to include Me within you, and what I am doing within you, to include the true gift of you, of each of you, which is Me within you, which is Me awakening to an understanding of Myself within you, and the true gift within everything that is done this week end, which is what I am doing within you, which is revealing Me to you within you, as the grace, the wisdom, and the divine knowledge of God within you, and please do this, please try to do all of this, both this weekend and for the rest of each of your lives. You will be very happy if you do." "And if you do this, and to the level that you do this, your rewards will be ever so wonderful, both in this world and the next. Guaranteed. Please try to make Me within you, and you within Me, as what you are really about, and please make what I have started within you, which is to reveal Me to you, as my understanding of Me, as what is truly happening in your life, saying to others when they ask you, "What's happening", saying to them, "God's happening, that is what is happening. God is happening. Nothing less and nothing more." "Which is a task that I would like to finish within you, within each of you, before you die, which is to reveal Me to you within you, for the benefit of all of My Creation within you. To reveal you as My understanding of Me, as True Man within My Creation, as the "Oneness of Me and My Creation." "Please try to do this, my dearest loving Children, please try to make more and more of your understanding of Me the focus of your life, rather than making what you are currently seeing as existing "outside" of you, and your relationships "outside" of you, as the only focus of your life. Please try to do this." "Please try to do it, please try to conduct your life, that way, and you will be very, very happy in your life." "Please try to do this, as you are all very, very good Children, and I love you very, very much, and only want you to benefit more fully from what I have patiently, and lovingly, and personally given to each one of you before you were born, before you even came here, to this earth world." "May each one of My Children for this age realize their true value, before they die, which is Me, and what I am doing within you, within each of you, which is revealing Me to you within you, which is revealing you within Me as My understanding of Me." "Please know this now, my dearest loving children, the Children of God for this age, and start to act accordingly. It is very important that you do this. Amen." End of What Louie Received In His Prayers Today Letter To Pierce Pelouze: Thank you my dearest loving brother Pierce, for the wonderful class reunion that you and our fellow classmates have put together. You are to be congratulated for a job well done, even before we begin to reap the benefits of your labor. Please forgive this child, but as indicated in the letter to Paul above, we were not sure if we were going to the reunion until today, after prayers. And the answer, thank God, is yes, we are going and plan to attend all of the activities. We have called the Clarion Hotel in Cherry Hill and made reservations for one, for Friday and Saturday night, and have filled out the "Reunion Response Form", which comes to 90 dollars. My wife Crisi will not be able to attend this year, perhaps at the 50th Reunion. We will be driving up with Paul and should get there mid Friday afternoon, according to Paul. It is too late to mail the "Reunion Response Form" to Dick Hammond, and we do not have his phone or E-mail. Could you please tell him for me that I will be attending all of the activities, and will give him a check for 90 dollars when we meet at the reunion. Ok? Thank you very much, and I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause you or Dick. We will try to be better in the future. Closing Comments To Paul And Pierce: We have included in our letter to Paul above, a beautiful letter that came into my heart today in prayers, which you both may want to read and share with others. Please forgive this child if anything in the letter offends you or any of our classmates, but that is certainly not my intention. Please give my love and greetings from my heart to both of your wives, to your children, and to your friends. Please tell them that Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Louie Beutler) loves them very, very much, and that they are always in my prayers. 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